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搬家了
Mar 5, 2010
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Laughing Gor之变节 - [时光留声机]
Aug 16, 2009
《变节》是本夏季里最值得推荐的一部港片了，继《无间道》以来，它终于不负众望，又一次燃起了大家对港片的热情，上映两天票房就高达200万。
我当然是冲着吴镇宇和黄秋生去的
，影院里有很多老奶奶和少年朋友，估计都是追laughing哥的,因为港剧《学警狙击》在香港实在是很红。其实《变节》讲的就是《学警狙击》的前传，讲述laughing哥如何成为古惑仔的话事人。然而不得不说，由于一哥（黄秋生饰演）和座头哥（吴镇宇饰演）实在太有范儿，衬托的谢天华简直就是个小嫩仔啊...粉丝们不要打我。
黄秋生在片中走哥特风，一袭黑裙，莫西根金色头发，还有眼影和围巾，乍一看我真是被雷到了。不过这样也好，跟他过去的古惑仔造型有所不同，这一次的妖媚相让他有了一点阴森森的味道，很是符合片中的人物个性。他饰演的一哥本来是警察，去做卧底。但是回到警队后受不了大家怀疑的眼光，又重回黑帮做了话事人。片尾他对曾sir说，究竟做卧底是对是错，连他自己都不知道。做警察要维护正义，可是却出卖兄弟出卖诚实。讲话的那一幕他戴着黑色礼帽，帽檐很低，看不清楚眼神。把个灰色地带的人物演绎的惟妙惟肖。最让人惊艳的是，尽管画着浓浓的眼线，穿着靴子，围着披肩，他那股眼神里的狠劲儿还是透过荧屏杀了过来。大抢风头啊！
吴镇宇啊~我的最爱！他一如既往的黑社会狠角色，张狂，但是对家人的心柔软的不得了。他看着妹妹哭的一瞬间啊，我的心都融化了呀~~~~~不得不说，吴镇宇、黄秋生、曾志伟三人一起出场，觉得一个社会黑帮组织就成立了：）最震撼的一幕就是因为laughing搞了他的妹妹，他发现自己去读大学的小妹找了个古惑仔，又恨又气。拿着酒瓶狂砸laughing的头...眼神之狠毒啊~
谢天华在片中是双重卧底，一哥要他到警队里插线，可是他又被警队的曾sir选中插到一哥身边。按理说这个角色是很耐人寻味的，不过由于谢天华本身长相的原因，总觉得气质不够阴狠，风头被其他俩人抢了。。
这种黑白两道势力相对抗的话题已经被拍过很多次，最后的结局总是邪不压正。与以往一样，在黄秋生倒下的瞬间，我还是有浓浓的伤感。他其实是被逼上古惑仔的道路的，一个人的角色如果价值观有了冲突，何去何从本就难以选择。当作为警察，却以一个卧底古惑仔的身份被其他警员打骂时，各种滋味一定难以承受。
维护正义真的就可以作为出卖朋友的理由么？就像无间道里的梁朝伟，兄弟死前拼命在老大那里保护了他的身份，可是最后他还是要卖掉所有人。正义和邪恶，之间真的有那么大的鸿沟么？还是就只是一瞬间，一个判断。然而这个判断又是谁给的？laughing最后选择杀死了黄秋生，做了警察。可其实他并不是在正义和邪恶之间选，而是在利益之间选，警察一方给他承诺，还他清白，还可以继续当警员。之前的事情一笔勾销，又可以恢复一个社会名望高的角色，何乐而不为？
匆匆的结尾，让所有主角都死掉了，只留下laughing跟着警官走出了事发现场。每个人的选择都有无奈，每个人的结局都是因果注定。可是死去的人，就真的都该死去么？
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每次香港落大雨，我都想有一株植物。因为植物在这样湿乎乎水润润的环境里，应该会很高兴。它应该比较弱小，有大大的叶子，茎部挺拔，嫩绿色。这样，我就可以把它摆在窗台上，雨水里小青葱样的happy着。
这样大的雨天，有一个穿白汗衫的老爷爷站在树下躲雨。特别特别大的树冠下。他一点儿也不焦虑，用手巾抹着头上的雨水，望着天空，悠然自得的。这样一株植物和老爷爷的构图，让人觉得大雨天儿其实也没那么糟糕了。
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susan miller七月处女运程（中文） - [王子的新衣]
Jul 2, 2009
哈哈，别人问我处女的~所以我就干脆翻译啦--b可见我已经在今天达到了一个无聊的高峰...anyway，发到这里来大家看看吧~
Virgo (August 23 - September 22)
在这个忙碌的月份里，事业，友谊和爱情都将被列入日程。随着两次月蚀的出现，在爱情或是情感关系的领域中，会有戏剧性的变化出现。日程好满啊！让我们从头说起。
从七月开始，火星将渐渐结束对你旅行运程长达六个月的影响。如果你还没有机会去度假--比如遥远的海滩--或许在七月的前十天里挤出一点时间来一个有趣的小旅行业很不错喔。只要条件允许，不要犹豫的出发吧！从星盘来看，你不会独自踏上旅程的：）似乎有个人很想与你结伴而行呢~无论是商业旅行还是休闲娱乐，这段旅途都会充满欢乐，如果是公差，那么会非常有收获。7月7号就是打包出发的最好日子--这归功于火星对天王星的照耀。
因为你们在传播领域里惊人的天赋，许多处女座的朋友们都从事关于出版或是广播的工作。如果你也是这样，那么在七月的头十天里寻找新的机会秀出自己吧。代理人、经纪人或者是其他专业的中介者都会成为你迈向成功的桥梁。或许有些新资源，比如同事或是你的情侣，会为你的事业带来一些信息。当火星在7月12日向双子座移动时，你会进入事业的高峰期。这种状态会延续到8月25号。无论你是从事什么职业，在这六周里都会有重要的收获。事实上，从七月中到八月，你或许会实现两年来事业上最大的突破。
金星与火星落在你主管声望的第十宫，让你能够成功的引起反响。如果有演讲，那么观众会非常热情的接受你的观点。在这里月里，大概你需要为一个潜在的雇主出谋划策，如果是这样，那么你会发现这个人将接纳你的意见并推行之。从7月5号到30号，金星是你事业的最佳伴侣--多么长而美好的一段旅程！ 大概你在一个月之前--大概在五月24日的新月之后--发现过一些令人振奋的职业发展。而现在，他们将会迈向一个新的台阶。不过五月的时候，水星逆行，所以大概你曾经有过一些令人沮丧的开端不稳的局面。没关系--你将迎来能够抓住机遇，获取更好职位的第二次机会。这一次，你会发现原来让大家记住你，并获取一席之地是如此简单。
如前所述，你将在8月25号之后巩固会谈成果。好好把握这一段来之不易而又如此重要的事业发展期吧，一定要抓紧，不要让这段时间成为假期。当这个世界如同多汁的椰子一般呈现在你面前，坐在办公桌前努力吧！希望你能把假期推迟到九月或是八月的最后一个星期。或者，你也可以在七月初有一些短暂的小假日，不过最好在7月12号就回来啦~因为火星开始在你的事业中挥弄魔法啦~！
发生在7月7日的第一次月蚀落在巨蟹座，将会对你主管爱情的第五宫投下美丽的光辉。多么有力而又有好的一次月蚀啊。如果你已经有了约会，那么好好考虑你对这段关系的定位吧。如果愿意的话，大概这个人可以和你有更深一步的发展。不过如果你觉得这段关系没有未来，趁早离开好啦~ 我觉得这是个应该大胆深入你们关系的好机会。这一次满月和与土星形成了完美的角度，多么好的预示！土星同时影响了你的太阳和第五宫，双重的运气耶~大概你和爱人会有对于未来的认真设想--你会为此而容光焕发的--因为你对爱情的付出得到了同样的回报。
如果你还没有开始正式的约会，但是很想约某个人出去。那么在7月7号的前后一周出击吧！如此友好的一次月蚀能够改变你的生活，比如遇到真爱。一般来说，月蚀都会引发重大事件，所以如果想要baby，这个时候挺合适。一次月蚀往往会加速日程表的进程，所以怀孕可能是个意外呢~那是即便如此，似乎你还挺高兴。如果已经有孩子啦，那么大概某个孩子会为你带来惊喜的消息--让你如此振奋而骄傲。
在7月7号左右，大概你会对某件创造性的项目豁然开朗，或者如果你一直有某个想法，那么这一天也将是实现之日--所以，拿出预算表，冲吧！来自火星和天王星的光辉会让你发现，啊，一个商业伙伴或是情侣为我带来了幸运！从商业的角度看，这个人应该是个经理人、代理、星探或是合作者。如果你是在9月7号前后出生，这一次月蚀对你影响会更加巨大，我觉得大概会让你受益多多。
这个忙碌的月份里，7月21日又是一次日食。这一次落在主管友情、人文主义关怀以及所有社团或是群组的11宫。在这次日食出现之后，大概你会发现好多新朋友出现在了生活中，你也愿意结交他们。如果你认识了一个新朋友，那么他简直就成为了你认识更多此类人的催化剂。哈哈，你会发现一个愿意帮助你前进的职业社交网络的。天王星与新月形成的角度让你认识的朋友都有趣而机智，确实，这次日食促进了你的社交生活，你结交的朋友会对以后的发展起到重要作用。当然，火星与天王星的美好角度也让职业从社交中获益良多。
你大概想要从网络社交中得到好处，木星--幸运与礼物的赠与者--将经过代表这种虚拟的数字网络思维的（这个我实在不会翻啦 哈哈 意会吧）宝瓶座。如果你忙的都没空查那些在由不认识的用户名发来的邮件，那可别忘了在现实生活中联系他们啊~尽可能参加酒吧聚会啊~小组讨论啊~早茶啊~座谈会啊~商业会谈啊~party啊~教堂机会啊~或者其他别的什么活动吧。可不只有火星的好角度会帮你呢，金星也一样！事实上，金星在整个月份与木星的完美角度都将为你提供来自他人的支持，而且你在与他人的社交中可是玩的很开心呢~
如果你定期参加慈善组织或是社区的志愿者活动，大概在这个组织中你预订了自己的领导者角色。而且还为将要帮助的人带来了不少改变。如果你出生在9月21号或者之前的五天，那从这次日食中获益良多。已经说过啦，日食在29度降临~每个处女座--无论你是哪天生的，都会有点收获。（下面这段背景知识不用看了--b我觉得）
关于这些友谊或是社团的参与，如果你觉得自己还没准备好，可以等待下一次月蚀--在12月31号 和2010年的1月15号。关于慈善活动，你可以做点小事，比如为某类募捐做点贡献之类的。总之，这种社团参与活动在7月里会非常多的。
21日的日食还会影响希望与许愿的部分--那些你私自珍藏的梦想。每个人的梦想都不同，然而大概可以分为两类：精神上的，比如我想要个自己的孩子，或是我希望回到学校去重读学位；以及物质上的，比如我想有个带花园的大房子，或是我想有辆新车。无论是怎样的梦想都没关系，21日的日食，会帮你实现梦想，或是让你离他们更近。
这个月大概你会挥别某个朋友或是你的爱人。有的时候月蚀侵蚀了你在乎的人。及时是好的月蚀--就像这个月要发生的，也意味着有失才有得--苦中带甜的滋味啊。不是每个人都体会的到，但是这种现象会发生在一些人身上。所以我觉得有必要提醒你做好准备。改变是生活中的一个部分，比如分离。当然，亲爱的们，我了解，懂得这些并不会让分离的滋味好过些。
天王星在7月1日会逆行。这暗示着你大概会对商业伙伴或是恋人改变想法。或者，你可能对你长期以来坚持的一个观点开始质疑。天王星将逆行至12月1号，对于这个经常出人意料的行星，倒退是很正常的。你可能会因为别的新事物放下手头的一些事情，所以不用担心这次逆行。7月1号前后，看看是否有什么事情发生，一般来说，如果你预见了一些事情，它们在此时会发生的。
如果你在9月14到22号之间出生，ouou~商业伙伴或是爱人大概会做出一些反复无常的举动。你的处境与其他的virgos不同，因为天王星正与太阳相背。你会体会到的--如果每天早晨醒来你都会想，天啊，今天这个人（就是你的某个商业伙伴或是你的爱人）又会是什么样子啊，那你就会明白天王星背对着太阳意味了什么样的动荡。出生在8月23到9月13号之间的virgos已经在经历这种挑战了。
比如八月出生的朋友在03到05年经历了这种动荡不安，而9月1-13号的朋友在05-08年也有过此类经历。我告诉你这些事为了让你感到自己不是一个人在面对。每个人迟早都会有这种动荡的--当然假设我们每个人都能活到84岁以便经历太阳经过黄道12宫时给我们生活带来的革命。当天王星在2011年3月从双鱼座走开时，在你一生中，它永远不会回来了。2010年天王星会在双鱼座和白羊座之间来回游走，那才是最难过的时候，你会搞定的，我亲爱的virgo们。
在占星学中，从来就没有一定会发生的事情--这些事情都取决于你自身。我承认，这次天王星与太阳的角度会让你们承受分离的痛苦，而且会很突然。然而宇宙从来都会传递信息的，你必须认真的评估一个伴侣然后决定怎么做。如果这段关系对于你来说独一无二，你对他/她在乎之极，那么你大概会一直坚持，解决所有问题（当然了，这取决于两个人，如果你选的路就是这样，那么希望你的伴侣也能全身心的投入到这段关系中）有时候这个角度会有种不同的体现--体现在健康上。我曾经历过，十四岁的时候住了整整11个月医院。你或许会觉得这是人生中最糟糕的时光，然而我不觉得。我把它看做最好的时光，因为医生最终诊断并治愈了我。那段时间我有过很多次难熬的手术，然而在那以后，我有了更好、更健康、更有收获的生活。生命是一种你看待它的角度。或许一些virgos没有出现健康问题，但是正在经历一场巨变比如搬到其他城市或是出国，或是经历职业变迁，或是一些切断过去的改变。
有一件事情是确定的：这个角度会为你的生活创造一个转折点。高高兴兴的迎接他们吧。如果说有什么事情是天王星所不能容忍的，那就是犹豫不决。如果你还没有下决定，天王星已经帮你做了。选择将变得清晰--当你下定决心之后，就再也不想回头--多棒！
在我结束对处女座7月运程的预言之前，让我来标出你日历上一些特殊的日子吧：
7月10号，木星与海王星迎来2009年三次相遇中的第二次。第一次在五月27号，最后一次在12月21号。两星相会，效果斐然--他们将为你带来惊人的创造力，让你的新鲜主意如同泉水般滔滔不绝~你大概在5月27号收到过有趣的电话或是email, 这一次的会谈或是会面中你会有不同的新体验。如果你在五月没有经历这些，那么这个月有新机会喔~任何与电脑、网络或是新的沟通工具、人文主义或是社会话题都会让对方听的津津有味。
说到主意，7月16号天王星与水星的完美角度让你的思考达到巅峰。这一天是头脑风暴日！或许把想法公布于众对你来说也是好事--这可是四星推荐日喔~如果你需要一次后续会议，你会发现，哇唔~很容易就达到了新高度，让人印象深刻啊。
总结
你在七月的计划应该是：第一周旅行，休息一下调整状态；然后回来专心于你2009年中的事业巅峰期。如果你希望升职或是一份新工作，赶快在7月11日到8月26日认真努力的准备面试吧。准备越充分，达到的效果就越好。而且回想一下你在5月底六月初所进行过的讨论或是面试，这些大概会在7月里进入更加复杂的阶段。
月食发生在7月7，会为单身的你带来浪漫而刺激的一段经历。拥有爱人的virgos, 大概你会想要订婚、结婚或者是要baby了喔。接下来的日食会为你带来一段美好的社交时光。
如果你出生于9月14-22，大概你会处于来自爱人或是商业伙伴的压力之下。也有可能你会经历人生中的巨大改变或是健康问题。照顾好自己--我要再强调一次。把自己摆在第一位，因为你必须强大起来。你会惊喜的发现，哇，原来我顽强的度过了这样一段难过的时光。Vrigos出生在8月到9月14号之间的话，大概已经经历过这种挑战了，休息一下吧。这种难过的日子不会再来了。
如果希望表达出自己的创造力，7月10、16、20将是巅峰时期。这些日子里你会闪闪发光，大声的向整个世界展示自己。
重要日子喔~
7月1号到10号，享受美好的假期
7月11-8月26事业到达巅峰--之后可是没有假期了喔~
7月22号左右的那个星期，一次社交活动让你给人留下了难忘的印象。你想实现的计划、讨论中曾有过的想法都会在那时来临。
不过你可能会经历一些苦中带甜的事情，可能是一个伙伴的离开或是生活方式的彻底改变。
在7月7号满月的时候，你将专注于一段爱情。是时候考虑稳定和承诺了，当然也可能是终结。事如你愿的几率非常大。
7月的前半个月里，你都在创意的巅峰，7月7号到11号更加明显。
7月2号以及7月16-18号对于恋爱的人来说，是个一起旅行、学习或是做实验的好机会，那将让感情升温，让彼此靠的更近。
如果你的恋爱生活或是婚姻非常甜蜜，又或你还根本就是单身，那么7月2号、3号、7号、20号以及21号都是“蜜糖日”^^
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susan miller星运之七月金牛 - [王子的新衣]
Jul 2, 2009
susan Miller星运是vivi介绍给我的~其实之前我一直看的是闹闹女巫。这个是直接从susan的网站拿过来的，看得我那叫一个心花怒放啊~~哈哈（http://www.astrologyzone.com/forecasts/ 大家可以去看看自己的哈。）
关于星运，我还是坚持：它不是预测，而是指引。
Taurus (April 20- May 20)
Your July Horoscope by Susan Miller
Taurus Horoscope for July 2009
By Susan Miller
In the months ahead, get ready to get much more use out of your suitcase （i'd love to!!hah~）than you have in a long time. The eclipses are back, and the two that are due in July will be very friendly. These lunar and solar events will coax you to explore the world outside your door. This is a brand new trend that is just starting up, and it will have long-range effects in the two years to come. Let's look at the eclipses in detail, for their effect will be quite exciting and broadening.
The first eclipse will be a full moon lunar eclipse in a fellow earth sign, Capricorn, due July 7. This will bring a matter to culmination, very likely a trip that you will either take or be wrapping up with someone you love, such as a sweetheart, spouse, or even a child.
一定要去看海！我决定了！If you are an artist, you may decide to take a trip to a beautiful setting where you get a chance to paint scenes that are quite different from those you'd see at home. Any of these reasons would be a good idea. This appears to be a trip taken for pleasure, not business in the strictest sense, so that alone sounds good, doesn't it?
This eclipse will fall in your ninth house, so if you do take a trip near July 7, it is likely to be a distant one that might require an air ticket or long train ride. It is likely you'll go to a foreign country where you'll need a passport and use different currency, （靠，这样，我去个深圳都算！要用通行证，还得取人民币--b）or you may host friends or relatives from afar in your city.
It is also possible that you will explore the idea of doing some sort of import-export of goods, services, or information with individuals in a foreign country. If you write, perhaps your books will be translated into other languages, or if you have a popular website, it may be translated as well.（哇哇哇~） Global relationships, study, and travel are certainly on the docket, and as said, this is a trend that is just cranking up.
This July 7 eclipse will be in beautiful angle to Saturn, and Saturn rules the sign where this eclipse will fall - Capricorn - a signal that things will go well. Saturn will be based in your fifth house of fun, love, children, and creative projects, and these areas will glow so brightly for you, too. If you have always wanted a baby but didn't know when to actually plan for that child, the answer may be sooner than you thought - this month! Eclipses always change and often speed up our timetables dramatically when outside events that are completely unrelated to the topic create a reason to quickly change our priorities.
The ninth house where so much of the action will be based at the start of July also rules institutions of higher learning. This alternatively suggests that you may be about to finish up a seminar or workshop, or are completing plans to go to college either this semester (summer in the northern hemispheres) or later, in September. （总之就是学习运很强！）
The ninth house is also a legal house, so if you have a court case pending, there could be a sudden settlement, for as said, full moons do bring closure and endings. If you are eager to settle a case, make an offer at the start of the month so that by July 7 you might hear if the other side likes that offer. If you were awaiting word from the judge, it would likely come near July 7.
Another application to this full moon eclipse could be that you will finish up an important publishing or broadcasting project this month. Your film documentary may be ready to air soon, or your book may be ready for publication. Major accomplishments often happen at lunar eclipses. If you do have a communication project reaching an end, the fact that it will fall near the eclipse is a signal that what you've done has importance, to you and to the world, and that this project could bring you upbeat implications for the future.
If you were born on May 5 or within five days of this date, you will feel the effects of this eclipse more than most and enjoy the benefits more than most, too.
The emphasis on communication will be underscored even more at the solar eclipse July 21. This one falls in Cancer and will also encourage you to travel, but perhaps not quite as far as the one that will come earlier. If you have a meeting that will take place out of town, you can be sure this meeting will be an important one. Your routine or lifestyle may change after these meetings take place, and soon.
Often when a new moon eclipse occurs in the third house, as yours will, a new assignment comes up that requires many frequent trips back and forth from your city to that other nearby town, perhaps to see a client or do special work in that city. It appears this work will be ongoing, not a one-shot assignment. You may need a new car (or if you have a car, you might want to have it checked and maintained) or you may take many train rides. (Sign up for frequent traveler points!)
There is no doubt that there will be an accent on writing, editing, blogging, speaking, teaching, lecturing, code writing, sales, marketing, public relations, and similar disciplines. This is a new moon solar eclipse, so it will open new opportunities, and you will do work that's different from what you've been doing in the past.
On or just after July 21 may be the time you sell your book idea, post a new blog or website, get the go-ahead for a new TV pilot or radio show, or land a new teaching job. You get the idea. It also would be a perfect time to launch a new advertising or publicity campaign for your business or for your employer's. If you are starting a business, you might want to have a logo designed.
The third house is also associated with contracts, so just after July 21, you may be offered one to look over. If so, it appears that you'll like the terms. I say that because Saturn will be comfortingly close and helpful. If you do forge an agreement, it is likely to stay in place a long time, so look over those clauses carefully. Mars will be in a good angle too, suggesting you'll have the potential to make some good money.
If you were born near the end of your sign, say, near May 19, you will feel the July 21 eclipse more than other Taurus and you'll benefit, too.
Before I move away from the topic of the two eclipses, I will mention that the areas of your chart that will be so brilliantly lit also rule relatives such as aunts and uncles, brothers and sisters, and cousins. It is very possible that one of these beloved relatives will be a topic of conversation this month, so keep an ear to the ground, dear Taurus. You'll want to get the whole story.
Now let's turn to what other planets are doing in your chart, because there is a lot going on there, too.
First, Mars will be in Taurus during the first ten days, so that is when you will feel the most control over events in your life. Mars is the warrior planet, so your drive to succeed will be very high, and you will find it easy to command attention of influential people. A visit from Mars is rare, so while you have this advantage, you should use it. If you have an important interview or presentation, or even a first date that you're excited about, plan it for sometime in the first ten days of July.
After that, Mars will move into your financial sector and focus you on money matters. Normally, Mars would cause you to burn a hole in your pocket during his six-week stay in your second house, but fortunately, Venus will follow Mars into the same house and remain with him all through July. These two planets enjoy being together and they collaborate well. Venus rules not only love and luxury, but also money. Venus is your ruler, so her whereabouts in a chart matters quite a bit to you.
Because Venus has such a powerful reputation for her magnetism, you should be able to attract more attention quite easily this month if you put your mind to it. While you may have to spend more money than usual in July, I do see a way to make sure more comes in and you can end in the black if you are eager to find new income. The income I am referring to for you is earned income, not income you would win, borrow, or be given, but that's good news, for there is no limit to how much you can make if you put your mind to it.
Uranus will go retrograde on July 1, and Uranus is the engine that controls your career progress in your solar chart. You may find that on or near July 1 you may have a career setback or temporary delay that you find frustrating.（我已经要震撼了...这个具体的日子也说的太准了....） Uranus will continue to retrograde for months, and not to turn direct until December 1. In that time, go back to your blueprints and perfect them. Look over the past six months to see where you had victories and where you met with obstacles. Review your goals, and see if you need to do any extra research, training, work, or study to get closer to your dream career situation.
Uranus goes retrograde every year for five months, so this is not unusual. Uranus retrograde is not like Mercury retrograde, for Mercury out of phase exerts a much more obvious set of delays and postponements. Still, near July 1, you may be able to discern a clue about what you should focus on to move ahead in your career later in the year and in early 2010. Keep your eyes and ears open near July 1.
Still, having said that, we have a very rare aspect coming up on July 10 that will bring Jupiter and Neptune to conjunction. This will be the second time in 2009 that this will happen, and then later there will be one more time, on December 21, before these two planets will part, not to see one another again for over a decade.
Lucky you, Jupiter (profit) and Neptune (visionary ideas) will meet in your tenth house of career success. The day these two planets meet, July 10, will be a Friday. If you can plan an important presentation or discussion with your boss or client on this day, do it. It would be the perfect day to do that! You can also plan a meeting for the day before, June 9, when you will also have outstanding chances of success.
Your career will also get a nice up tick on Monday, July 27, when Venus will send a beautiful missive to Jupiter. You'll make a great impression, and coming to agreement on compensation should be a piece of cake. It's a gold star day, too.
Next month, we will have one more eclipse, a lunar full moon eclipse in your tenth house of career honors, August 5. This will bring a very important development to your professional life, so keep that date in the forefront of your mind. If you are interviewing for a job or hoping to conclude an important deal, it is likely to happen next month, near that full moon eclipse August 5.
It is unusual to have three eclipses, each two weeks apart, but it does happen as one family of eclipses ends (in this case the Leo-Aquarius series), and another begins (namely the Cancer-Capricorn series). The world has seen two years of eclipses in Leo and Aquarius - next month's lunar eclipse will be the last one in the series. It will fall in Aquarius 14 degrees, at the very top of your chart, ruling your reputation and status in your industry. Keep your eye on August 5, plus or minus four days. It's friendly, so there's no reason to be anxious. I will have more news in your August report.
Romantically, as I mentioned earlier, in the first ten days of July, Mars will give you an aura of authority and power, and in the romance sense, Mars will give you a special aura of charm and attractiveness that others will find irresistible in you. If you are single and looking for love, love should find you! If you are attached, but feeling a bit neglected, you will like the added attention you generate!
With your ruler in Venus in Taurus, too, during July 1-4, orbiting within a few tiny degrees of Mars, those first days of the month will be gold star days for meeting new people. I particularly love July 1 and 2 for socializing, for Venus will be in conversation with Uranus. Any first meeting could turn out to be quite electric!
Put lots of stars on July 7, too. Thanks to the special communication between Mars and Uranus on that day, this could be a standout for romance. If you're single, let a friend make an introduction or join a friend in a social outing. If you are attached, this is a time to double up with others rather than have a one-on-one romantic night.
Romance might sparkle on another good day - Thursday, July 16 - when Mercury, ruler of your house of true love, will be in lively contact with Uranus. Talk about a meeting of the minds! If you meet someone new on this day, you're likely to chat until dawn, and it looks as though you'll like everything you hear from the other person.
In the final week, put a circle on July 25-27, a time when Venus will be receiving lovely vibrations from Jupiter. It's time for love, dear Taurus.
Here is a list of your best romantic dates this month: July 1, 2, 7, 10, 16, 18, and July 25-27.
At the close of the month, your family, home, and other property will become more of a focus. Planets gathering in Leo will put a much bigger emphasis on this area of your chart in August, so stay tuned. My next report will have lots to say on that score.
Summary
Opportunities emerging in foreign or cities across the country are likely to come up suddenly this month, so get ready to hit the road. Some trips may be taken for business too, and with quite successful results. If you absolutely can't leave town, you'll be spending quite a bit of time on email, the telephone, and Twitter. You may be asked to sign a contract near July 21 - if so, take a few days to study the fine print and plan to sign on July 24. Visionary ideas that you contribute will help you establish yourself as a leader, and doubly so on July 10, the perfect day for a new business presentation or to interview for a top position. Romantically, you may find sparkling chemistry with someone new, much to your surprise, especially on July 16.
Dates to note:
A quick, refreshing trip will take place as a result of the lunar eclipse July 7.
A journey of greater importance will take place later, from July 22 onward, and will increase your creativity and sense of adventure.
International relationships will be important: from July 22 onward.
Your spending will be high from July 12 to August 25. If you know why, then you're prepared. If you don't, then try to space out high-ticket purchases so that you need not pay for them all in one month.
The meeting of Jupiter and Neptune may put your name in lights in broadcast media or on the Internet anytime this month, but especially near July 10.
Career wise, you're doing some of the best work of your life in 2009. You may have to slow your pace to let others catch up to you - don't push higher-ups too hard. Nice career news might make you happy July 27.
You may visit or hear from a friend, sibling, or cousin quite spontaneously on July 16.
Romance will be best when on vacation and in a carefree spirit. You need not go a far distance to enjoy the month's sweet vibrations.
Best romantic dates: July 1, 2, 7, 10, 16, 18, and 25-27.
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我是个极少转载别人文章的人，大概是自私的缘由，看见好的，总想变成自己的，然后再说。但是这一篇文章一定要是转载的，因为我自己写不出这样的东西。在香港的宿舍里，早晨是我最幸福的时刻，因为阳光和鸟叫会让人自然醒过来，一睁眼看见天空都亮起来，就觉得这一天确实是新的。以及，转载的另一个原因是：它让我无比想念北京。曾经年少轻狂的时候--那个时候还不怕熬夜会长痘一夜不睡还眼光晶亮的跑到操场上溜达一圈看着天空和云彩特小资的想，damn，这个时候就是小爷一个人的。那个时候早晨的声音就是文章中的这个样子，路灯在某一个时间突然都熄灭了，断断续续有鸟儿的叫声，卖早点的地方包子和玉米都热腾腾的，人很少--虽然北大爱学习的学子们起的很早，但是还是比不过我这种一夜不睡的。溜达溜达着到了宿舍，大家都在睡，每个人都安然。于是，就在早晨的声音里，沉沉的睡去了。
早晨的声音
文 by 桑格格
最早，是一片叽叽喳喳叽叽喳喳的麻雀声音，天还黑着，这声音像是在梦里。叽叽喳喳，叽叽喳喳，连成一片不间断，但是并不吵。像是谁突然揭开了麻雀们的被子，吵醒了它们，它们就用合唱来抗议。
叽叽喳喳叽叽喳喳，一点一点把人从梦里往人间牵引。人类睡了一千年那么久，朦胧中第一个听到的声音。叽叽喳喳叽叽喳喳。突然，有一声更嘹亮的啼叫划过：布——谷！让人吐出一口长气。叽叽喳喳——布谷——叽叽喳喳叽叽喳喳——布——谷——布布谷——！麻雀的叫声像是垫在这高音之下的羽毛树枝，衬得那一只布谷鸟在半空叫得像丝线那么悠长。
如果一个人宿醉，伤痕累累地在梦里趴着。天朦朦亮的时候，鸟用声音把你叫醒，那伤了的身体和心就能一点一点愈合。明明那是声音，但是效果确像是一口接着一口的纯鲜的空气，把苏醒的能量吹送给虚弱的人。鸟儿按时抓虫，按时梳理羽毛，按时睡觉，按时鸣唱。它们在城市里依然按照自然界规律过着日子，如果人忘记了，它们就在早上提醒人儿。那只布谷鸟好像要飞走了，有轻微扑棱翅膀的声音。果然，清凉的布——谷布——谷的声音越来越远，最后消失在远方的山谷里。间或很久，还会断续来几声布、古。然后，勤劳琐碎的小麻雀坚持着合唱，叽叽喳喳叽、叽、叽叽喳喳叽叽喳喳。它们就住在对面的柳树上。
有人的声音了，那是踩着三轮车运货的声音，可能是卖早点的人吧，叽叽咕咕加上货物碰撞的响。现在脚踏车少了，这声音特别像来自小时候的早上。三轮被用力地踩着，从床头滑过，又远去了。脑子里想起一个小丫头，穿着黄色的塑料鞋，鞋子上有只小鸭子，一边已经坏了，用绳子绑住。清早被妈妈打发出来买早点，还没有睡醒懵懵懂懂地端着打豆浆的搪瓷盆，脚步踢踢踏踏。突然，她摔了一跤，“哐——！啷啷啷！”盆摔了，鞋子彻底破了。妈妈又不在，哭也没用。还是只有一跛一踢拉的买好豆浆回家去，脚步就变成了啪嗒啪嗒，啪嗒啪嗒。小女孩走远了。但愿她别撒了豆浆。
有一个苍老的声音从城市远边划着弧线传来。可能是一个老头在公园里锻炼身体，他要吐出昨夜的浊气，一声又一声不加掩饰的长啸：啊——啊——啊——……北京是个古老的城市，这个长啸似乎和这个城市从来就一直存在着，已经800多年了。黑夜在长啸中一层一层地褪去，建筑物慢慢在深蓝的透明中显示出轮廓来：飞檐翘斗的宫殿，雄壮沉稳的角楼，现代建筑在不太清晰的晨曦中都有一种特别蒙昧的美。早班公共汽车扭动着笨重的身躯从东四北大街开动，还是那种中间有伸缩蓬连接在一起的特别长的公共汽车，转弯的时候嗤嗤作响，早起的人们在里面动摇西晃。广播开始播报一天的天气，晴间多云，晚间有雨，适合外出活动。不知道什么音乐在拉响，好像是京胡。
路灯在某个时间突然就一起灭了，马路上的车流慢慢密集起来，越来越多的声音交叠在一起。
人类在盘桓了千万的床第上轻轻转动了一下身躯，她的耳朵慢慢找不到最初那细碎的麻雀声，更别说那空谷中的布谷鸟叫了。她又一次沉沉睡去，等待下一次鸟鸣。 -
在以往的学术研究中，认为adolescent girls吸烟比例逐年升高部分是由于烟草行业将吸烟塑造成为一种生活方式，代表了纤细、时尚和女性特征。瘦与吸烟也常常被有意识的联系起来为美国大众所接受。 （French and Perry 1996; Kaufman and Nichter 2001）在Crisp等人于1999年所做调查中，吸烟在超重女性中更加流行，并且adolescent females普通认为吸烟有助于减肥。Camp等人所做调查中还进一步发现，倾向于实用一些不当手法减肥的女性吸烟者较多。
图1：image source: Stanford Medical School
The first ad campaign, which pictured an attractive woman's face
with her silhouette behind her with a sizable double chin, was captioned
"First a shadow, then a sorrow;
Reach for a Lucky instead of a Sweet."
Reportedly, this was one of the most successful advertising campaigns in history (USDHHS 1994).
烟草行业抓住女性消费者的心理，成功的将纤细与吸烟联系起来，如今看到这些广告，还是要咂舌其良苦用心。商业运作成功的背后是一个社会的大众文化。在中国，烟草行业禁止使用大众传播手段宣传其产品，然而我在google和百度上搜索时，发现不少减肥论坛上都有发问“吸烟能减肥么？”
多数女性吸烟并非减肥这么简单，很多女性担心吸烟让皮肤变差，影响今后的生育。而且一旦戒烟，会引起食欲反弹，得不偿失。再加之中国文化中对女性美的塑造，与吸烟能够创造出的形象略有差异。估计在中国做此调查，情况会有不同。
不过我还是忍不住想，如果中国烟草业也针对女性campaign做广告，会做成什么样子呢？第一个冒出来的人就是小S，像恋爱达人中一样闪闪发光的穿越人群，靠在吧台旁性感的点起一支细细的烟....还是很诱人的。其实说来说去，不管吸烟还是不吸烟，最后的心结都落在一个美字上啊。
Morris，烟草广告中最成功之一。
医生抽烟？选camel!多么成功的在吸烟造成的危害重脱颖而出啊...
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犯罪心理 crminal minds--2
Jun 28, 2009
第一季的第一集决定了我对整个剧中人物的喜恶，天才Reid是my favorate characteristic,其次是Gideon。其实不可分割的小组才是整部剧的灵魂。第一集中的剧情比较平淡，我甚至在看到episode review的时候都没有想起这个seattle strangler，讲述两人连环杀手狼狈为奸，这个词语用在这里太合适了。比较弱小，finess的那个负责幻想情节；aggressor负责实地出击。Profile是通过作案手法和死者的情形推断出来的，不得不说，如果没有弗洛伊德，就没有CM。
Criminal Minds
S1E01: Extreme Aggressor
Wisdom: “The belief in a supernatural source of evil is not necessary.
Man alone are quite capable of every wickedness.”
-- by Joseph Conrad
关于Gideon的侧面介绍：
Reid: That's hyper vigilance. It's not uncommon in post-traumatic stress disorder. (从此处看来，Gideon在巨大创伤之后，留下了创伤性后期压力失调。他的专长是obsessional crimes。从后来morgan说他在波士顿抓住了个嫌犯，但是cost us six agents，那次事件与其精神刺激有关。)
哈哈 然后发现了一个很有趣的小桥段，Hotchner在介绍大家的时候，说到Reid的时候："Dr. Reid, our expert on, well, everything" （看到后来才知道， Reid有三个博士学位，两个学士学位，而且才二十六岁。嗷嗷。我爱小天才。）
哎，Hotchner果然是个工作狂啊，说自己是 "busting my butt in this office"...哈哈 我是busting my butt in my room....生长在寝室里的植物啊....
哈哈。下一段太搞笑了，决定了我对小Reid的第一好感。
Reid被狗startle到了，主人很抱歉。
Hotchner：no,no,no, it's OK. It's what we call the Reid Effect.
Happen with children, too.
主人：You look too young to have gone to medical school.
Reid：They're Ph.D.s--three of them.
主人：Are you a genius or something?
Reid: “I don't believe that intelligence can be accurately
quantified--but i do have an IQ of 187
and an eidetic memory and can read 20,000 words per minute”.
主人已经目瞪口呆的看着他，reid赶紧接了一句,“yes, i'm a genius”.
主人继续目瞪口呆，Reid已经默默的飘走了....
最关键的是小Reid根本就不是在炫耀.....哈哈哈 他在试图对这个人量化他的智商
下面依然是关于Gideon的侧面介绍：
Morgan: Reid, you are good with this?
We've got a woman who's only got a few hours left to live,
an incomplete profile, and a unit chief on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
Gideon: They don't call them nervous breakdowns anymore.
Reid: It's called a major depressive episode（重度抑郁重发）.
Morgan: Reid, I know.
这一段看起来不知为什么觉得很温馨...哈哈 小Reid还是不能够及时的察言观色--b
Morgan和Garcia的小花絮是全剧的一个亮点。总是五颜六色，相信美好事物，聪明的Garcia也是本剧中一大特色：）
Garcia: You've reached Penelope Garcia in the FBI's office of “Supreme Genius”.
Morgan: Hey, it's Morgan. Need youo to work me some magic here.....（就是要查出一个密码）
Garcia: You're gonna have to get inside this guy's head to get the password.
Morgan: I thought I was calling the Office of Supreme Genius.
Garcia: Well, gorgeous, you've been rerouted to the office of "Too friggin' bad".
Gideon是一个和蔼而慈祥的chief leader,他懂得如何关心队员，从来都不温不火。
如果把后来的Rossi比作是一个暴躁的founder，那Gideon绝对符合智者的一切特点。
Reid：Do you know why he(Gideon) always introduces me as Dr. Reid?
Hotchner: Because he knows that people see you as a kid,
and he wants to make sure that they respect you.
Gideon这个名字在希伯来语中意为伟大的勇士。
Hotchner: Well, guess what Gideon means in Hebrew.
Reid: Mighty Warrior. Appropriate.
我不喜欢最后尼采的那句你注视着深渊，深渊也注视你。相比之下，丘吉尔的这句更能代表全集的精髓：
"The father backward you can look, the farther forward you'll see." -- Winston Churchill
其实，过去从来都是我们自己的定义。试图逃避的、遗忘的，终究徒劳。只有不断的加入better things，我们才能够心安理得的面对这个定义。
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犯罪心理（criminal minds）--1
Jun 28, 2009
几乎是一口气，看完了Criminal Minds的四季。说不好心灵上的震撼究竟是由什么而来--犯罪手法的变态、嫌疑犯的扭曲人格、或是在智力勇气上毫不逊色的BAU--但是至少，看完这部剧，第一次有了想写点什么的冲动，而且不只是一点。
1 S04E22： The Big Wheel
Wisdom:
---Hotchner: "In order for the light to shine so brightly, the darkness must be present."
By Francis Bacon
---Morgan:"No matter how dark the moment, love and hope are always possible."
By George Chakiris
本集讲述强迫症杀手Vincent，生活中的每个细节都一丝不苟地按着规律进行，连切面包片都有固定的时间，而且必须是两次，走路时会小心翼翼的绕开马路上的裂缝。年少时，他曾经看见父亲亲手杀害母亲，并于不经意间录下一切。当警方最终发现他母亲的尸体时，他已经坐在旁边超过24小时。从此后的十年中，他不断重复的播放并观看那段录像，无法抑制的杀死女性--用与其父亲相同的手法，腹部下第一刀。他杀害了盲童stanley的母亲，雪天里，小男孩走到阳台上时，他正站在那里。Stan触动了他的心理--那个从没有长大的，看见母亲死去的男孩。从此后他一直会出现在stan的生活中，答应在他生日时送一份礼物：摩天轮。然而在生日那天，Vincent和街头混混发生冲撞，中枪。他用三明治卷成的卷塞住了枪口，用保鲜膜包裹后带stan去坐摩天轮。停留在高空中时，悄然死去。
The conversation is so movingT.T
“I got you. Remember you said you wish he'd killed you? You can never ever wish to be dead. Never would for that.” 这是vincent在死前对stan所说的话，因为stan曾说想要凶手也杀死了自己
“Because you are special.” --V
"How am I special?"--S
"Because you help me to see."--V
巨大的心理创伤和精神问题并不能成为杀人的借口，i know. 然而这里的剧情还是足以让人潸然泪下。Vincen终其一生都在从前的某一段情节中无法自拔，stanley给了他希望，好像是一个光明的自己在世界上生活。所以在他心里，stanley不能死，因为这几乎是他在世界上的最后希望与光明。
以下是TV中CM迷对此集的评价：
I've always believed that the best thing about entertainment, be it through movies, books, or television, is when you can walk away with a thousand thoughts churning through your mind about what you've just seen. Questioning and evaluating your usual view of the world and everyone in it. This episode does that for me. Even more incredible is that it manages to do that through the eyes of the unsub（不明嫌疑人，BAU用此称呼要分析的连环杀手） and his youngest victim, rather than through the eyes of the BAU team as I expected. Vincent, the unsub, is a sadistic killer (really? He's pale, thin and coward...)at first glance. He seemingly chooses young blonde women at random and kills them without hesitation. But as the case progresses, we see a different side(love and hope are always possible T.T). Vincent, the sole witness to his mother's murder at the tender age of nine, is reenacting the most violent act of his life repeatedly through his victims. That alone doesn't really leave much room for sympathy in my book. Plenty of people have lived through situations just as tragic without the compelling need to kill. That's where Stan comes in(Totally agree. All is about choice, to be good or bad. No excuse for the kill). Stan is the son of Vincent's 10th victim. Stan, like Vincent, was at home when his mother was murdered. But unlike Vincent, Stan wasn't the traditional witness. He was born blind, and thus didn't witness his mother's murder, only discovering the event afterward. But even so, Vincent feels a connection with Stan, seeing his younger, more innocent self in the wiser-than-his-years young man(Stan is the bright side of Vincent, and also the only hope of himself.). And through Vincent's love for Stan, and Stan's obvious adoration for Vincent, I am able to feel compassion for Vincent. I can see the little boy that Vincent once was, the child that lost his most precious gift, innocence, at the hands of a monster. And though Vincent has grown into a near replica of that monster, Stan is his only hold, his only connection to the innocence he once had. (Therefore, "you are special, you help me to see.")The final scene, as Stan 'reads' Morgan's face as he asks him if Vincent murdered his mother is very moving. All in all, this episode gets a 9 from me. I realize that some may not see the message in this episode, as it really isn't as crystal clear a message as we are used to seeing in most Criminal Minds episodes. But it does make you think, be it about your own personal views of the world or that of society, and that, in my book, is always a good thing.
生活是一种选择，对于我们来说，人性的美好，生活的光明不可能是唯一的答案。但是我们依然相信这些，并依赖此存活。畅销书籍永远是真善美的image, 那些丑陋的、阴暗的东西，无论写的多么好，我们都会下意识的拒绝。这不叫懦弱，也不是逃避，这是爱与希望.或许对于现实来说，这些太过虚无飘渺，然而成长至如今，我相信，做一个好人，才是最快乐的生活方式。
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X.O.X.O.
Jun 27, 2009
标题后面该加上的是什么呢？Gossip Girl？那可不一定。为什么一定是女性呢？完全有可能是Gossip Boy。
这个世界上永远不缺戳弄是非，唯恐天下不乱的人--从小学到高中升至大学混进职场--四处都是。当你终于以为自己穿过了一座山岭来到了另一个地方的时候，有些人就站在旁边抱着手臂冷笑。他们以知道你的些许事情为荣，认为那就是你的所有真相。
永远不要以为自己是nobody。这句话用在这里再也恰当不过。你以为自己只是个小人物，无足挂齿，你的生活与他们没有关系。然而这些gossip专家可不这么认为。寻找机会将消息扩大，加上自己的揣测通过特殊渠道，传到哪里去呢？当然是你现在的生活里。
那些当事人早已不记得的小事情被无限扩大，以便这些旁观者永恒的记忆。他们靠什么来记忆？你也很奇怪。仿佛街市上的三姑六婆，以为告诉了别人些private things就做了道德的救赎者。于是你也想起了他们，或是她们的一些事情，无非是庸俗而让人作呕的情节而已。于是你更加奇怪，他们为什么要记得，要传播？
一是闲，二是贱。除此之外，实在概括不出更多。所以你还是决定删除那些被唤醒的关于这些旁观者的事迹继续自己的生活，因为目前的生活依然平和而无事。这些gossip的制造者与传播者也没有造出多大的风浪，只是让你突然发觉过去生活里的一些芸芸众生突然间变得清晰了，有几个人跳出来，将无耻的面孔摆了又摆。
甩甩头，这些庸人俗世就又不见了。其实一生中他们都会看着你。那又如何，你笑笑，life is too short to be a bitch.可惜这些人不懂。
Miss Julia
『每天，都会变成更好的自己』
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